I really haven't been in the best place to post about stuff recently.
I've been feeling very low.
And I don't know why :/
It's affecting my health as well. I get into such a funk about stuff that I don't eat and when I do eat, I stress myself out that I throw up what I have managed to eat.
It's really starting to bother me.
I've been trying to wean myself off my anti-depressants because I was feeling better and I'm just petrified that this is my body's way of telling me that I still need them and therefore have become dependent on them.
I really don't want to have to rely on tablets to make me happy :(
And the parents aren't really helping.
My mum keeps yelling because I'm missing days off tech because I keep throwing up and my dad yells because mum is yelling.
It just gets to be a bit much sometimes.