Life is good!
For the first time in ages, I'm totally happy!
I'm not fighting with my parents!
angelinmarble is home for a wee while!
And I'm finally reconnecting with one of my other best friends!
Yes, I'm quite happy with my little slice of the world right now!
I'm getting very excited for my cons next year!
I've been going through the calendars I got given for Christmas, penciling them in!
The Hub 4 - Friday 9th - Sunday 11th April 2010 - with dark_heart_b hopefully :D If he can scrounge the funds! I'm really looking forward to meeting Eve and Kai again <333
Asylum 4 - Friday 14th - Sunday 16th May 2010 - with angelinmarble, winchester_anon, dark_heart_b & Steph! Meeting Jim again! And omg Alona! Third time lucky lol!
London Film & Comic Con 2010 - Saturday 17th & Sunday 18th July 2010 - As of now, I'm going solo for this one! I'll be so lucky if I survive this one! Because I'll be meeting Katee Sackhoff! And there is a 99.9% chance that I'll melt into a pile of gibbering goo once I meet her!
Salute to Supernatural: Vancouver 2010 a.k.a Vancon! - Friday 27th - Sunday 29th August 2010 - with cs_whitewolf! This is the one con of next year I'm looking forward to most! Because a) It has J2! and b) Because it's in Canada! It is going to be so epicly awesome!
Roadhouse - Friday 3rd - Sunday 5th September 2010 - with zeitheist! Wooo Showmaster's first EVER Supernatural con! And it has Rob Benedict! :D Fun times will be had!
It's hard to believe that today is the last day of 2009.
I, for one, am extremely happy to see the back of it!
It's been an awful year!
Well not for me personally but I've lost count of how many bad deaths there have been around where I live and the amount of celebrity deaths is just ridiculous.
Personally, I've had a pretty good year!
I've had some wonderful times! Made some awesome new friends! Went on lots of trips! And finally got my life on a steady track!
But alas it hasn't been an altogether perfect year.
Breaking up with Paddy was a definite low point.
I'd never felt so broken or hurt in my entire life.
I always used to think tv shows and movies exaggerated a person with a broken heart but they really don't.
It's really ironic that I didn't realize how much I loved him until he actually left me.
I wasn't a model girlfriend.
Far from it actually.
So it's not surprising that he cut his losses.
I just wish I could stop caring.
Or stop feeling that little bit hurt when I realize he doesn't actually give a damn about me anymore.
Another bad bit of 09 was the end of Search.
Search saved my life and I'll always be thankful for the time I had there.
And it ending wasn't good but I made lots of awesome friends through it!
And we're still friends! :D Which is quite awesome!
So here's hoping that 2010 will be just as good, if not better than 2009