The Supernatural "Hellatus" Friending Meme



I do waaaay too many memes!

Today is the best day EVER!
Because today folks, I got my (Early! My birthday isn't until 4/12) 18th birthday present from my parents!

A brand spanking new Nikon D3000 Digital SLR Camera!


Ignore the girl in her favourite cow PJs


Isn't it pretty!
I love it so much!
And now I don't have to bother zeitheist anymore, by asking her if I can tinker with her camera at cons!
EVERYBODY WINS!

Okay back to the lovely camera!
Which I may have spent the last two hours taking photos with.
149 to be exact!
But as I'm lazy and tired I'm only going to upload a sporadic few for your viewing pleasure!

( Two hours of pushing buttons erratically later . . . )

I made myself a blog!
To write reviews on.
It's a tiny step towards being somewhat professional!

And here's where I beg for some of you guys to do some shameless plugging for me!
(There's cookies in it for ya!)

I'll be reviewing the following shows:

~ Supernatural
~ Doctor Who
~ Sarah Jane Adventures
~ One Tree Hill
~ Gossip Girl
~ Smallville
~ Merlin
~ Heroes

So check it out sometime :)

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Life is frighteningly miserable at the moment.
Outside the confines of my house, I find myself to be, for lack of a better and less dramatic description, utterly desolate.

Over the last three days I've basically become agoraphobic.
I've spent most the time crying.
Even to a point where I nearly had a panic attack.

I'm freaking out because I'm missing tech and I've honestly never felt this alone in my life.

I do not have a bloody clue as to wtf is wrong with me!

:(

I'm just feeling trapped and cornered.
Like I've been backed into a corner.

So many things are out of my control at the moment.

I'm stuck in a course that I had to take so I can move onto a course that I want to next year.

I can't get a job even though I've filled out dozens of applications!

I just feel stuck.

Sorry for spamming your flists with my problems.

Shamelessly stolen from lucky_star79 :P

YOUR LIFE AS A ROMANTIC COMEDY

RECASTING YOUR LIFE

- This is a mega-meme: it's the union between a PICSPAM and a FANMIX. IT'S YOUR LIFE, BB!

(I'm useless at fanmixes and I barely had time to do the picspam so I'm gonna leave the music for another day)

- You have to choose the actors who will play:
~ Yourself alias the main character
~ The true love
~ The "mistake"
~ The true love's best friend
~ The rival
~ Mom
~ Dad
~ Sister/brother (or both)
~ The Best Friend
~ The Best Gay Friend
~ The pet
~ The city

( Picspam Of The Cast <3 )

THEY'RE ENGAGED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

JUST JARED JUST CONFIRMED IT!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS EXTREMELY JUVENILE AND VERY NOOBISH BUT THE FUCK DO I CARE!!!!!!!!

MY OTP ARE GETTING MARRIED!!!!!!!!!!!

FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

EEEEEEEEEEEEEK!!!!!!!!


MY HANDS ARE ACTUALLY SHAKING!

SO FUCKING HAPPY RIGHT NOW!!!!!

(OBVIOUSLY I WILL COME BACK AND EDIT THIS ONCE I'VE STOPPED SQUEEING!)

Multifandom Friending Meme

DOOOOO IT!

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Eeeeek! Is anyone else completely flipping their shit about Lauren Graham being back on television in Parenthood?!

I'm so HAPPY about it!
It's been far too long since she's been on our tv screens!
She's gonna rock it!
The refilming of the pilot is in two weeks and is expected to air in January!

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ARGH!
D:
I just dropped £97 in the Collectormania London shop!
And that's after I cut down to the necessities!

Alas how I suffer for fandom!

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cs_whitewolf is heaven sent in my opinion!
She's ever so kindly paid for everything for Vancon on her credit card and allowed me to pay it back in part payments!

Which is a bloody weight off my mind, I'll tell you! :D

She's ever so awesome! And thanks her her I have a silver package, Jared, Jensen, Misha & J2 photo ops! \o\

Eeeek!
I'll finally get my J2 hug!
And that print from A3 signed!

You see I gave up one of my Jensen auto's so I could get Steph an auto!
But winchester_anon offered to get my print signed but when it came around to her getting her autos, they'd cut it down to one per person because Jensen's hand was injured!

I was a bit miffed but I couldn't really complain as the poor thing had hurt his hand!

But now I'll get it signed!
YAY!

VANCON FTW! <3

Ack let it be August now plz!

I've returned from a fun filled weekends at Hell Hounds with angelinmarble and zeitheist.

Kinda bummed to be back in RL.
:/

But life does go on!
And I'm going to be snowed under with work cuz it's coming up to placement time for me and I have progress checks and stuff to complete.

Fun, fun, fun!

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I'm officially giving up on the Heroes writers.
They don't give a fuck about the fans.
And now the feeling is mutual for this fan!

( Spoilers on the MAJOR Heroes Death )

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My Dad brought me home the season one DVD of Battlestar Galactica!
FUCK YEAH!
\o\
:D

I am officially in love with this show!
And omfg Apollo is HOT!
He has totally re-ignited my adoration of Jamie Bamber!

Now I'm wishing that ITV would get off their asses and air the new episodes of Law & Order: UK so I can get more of him!

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I feel like I'm drifting away from the people I care about.
Like I'm detaching from them.
And it isn't bothering us as much as it should.
Or if it is, we aren't acknowledging it.

Written for cs_whitewolf's Caspe-Wri-Mo Challenge!

And since I finished writing this at exactly 11:57pm it so counts as the 1st of November fic =P

( Fic under here )

I'm back!
And boy was that an AWESOME weekend! :D

A big thanks to dark_heart_b for putting up with my crazy ass all weekend!
I go a little bit mad when I'm away at conventions so I'm quite glad that he isn't completely terrified of me after this weekend!

A special shout-out to krazykipper, cs_whitewolf, indiefairy & bjewelled!
Loved seeing you guys this weekend!

So in addition to John Barrowman cancelling, James Marsters had an accident onset which involved him falling on his head so he couldn't come.

I'll admit, I was a tiny bit crushed when they first announced it.
But hey, the guy couldn't help ending up in a hospital and being pumped full of oxycodone so that he was too whacked out to fly!

And the Saturday was extremely epic anyways!
But it became even MORE epic when Kai Owen walked onstage during the Saturday night skit!
FUCK YEAH KAI OWEN BITCHES!

I squealed so loudly and jumped up and down so hard that I think I momentarily broke my squee!
I was that happy!

I'll post my full con report once I've written it :P

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Jensen.
Got.
Announced.
For.
Vancon.

Excuse me whilst my brain melts with the squee!

EEEEEEEEEEEEK!

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I've started rewatching Veronica Mars.
Well I watched the pilot when I had a couple of hours free during the Hub 3 and my USB modem wouldn't work!
And that sparked off rewatching the rest of the season.

Damn I wish Kristen Bell was back on tv!
She's a fierce bitch!
And have I ever mentioned how much I love Logan Echolls?
Cuz I bloody well do!
He's so snarky and such a jerk but he's such an awesome person underneath all that!
<3

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Saboteur of own life should be my middle name.
JSYK!

Green Day was EPIC!
I was five feet away from Billy Joe Armstrong!
FIVE FEET!
I could actually count the beads of sweat on his forehead!

Which is pretty awesome since we were late and ended up at the back!
Yeah no-one can stop me and Steph when we want something!

I am in so much pain right now but it was so worth it!
<3

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Got in from tech at about 2pm today thanks to my Mum taking pity on my decrepit self and picking me up as soon as my classes were over!
(I get out at 1pm on Wednesdays because I don't have to do Essential Skills: Literacy! \o\)

Got straight into my favourite pajamas and downloaded last night's Melrose Place!

Sometimes life is good!

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I am so OVER 2009!
JSYK!

I am fed up of bad things happening to the people I care about and I'm fed up of hearing about all the bad stuff that is happening everywhere!

The latter half of '09 has been downright horrible and once I get the Hub, Hellhounds, CM:London and Christmas over with, I would like it to GTFO ASAP!

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To Do List Before The Hub 3!

# - Print off flight itinerary
# - Wash/Dry/Iron clothes
# - Pack suitcase
# - Pack toiletry bag
# - Pack hand luggage
# - Make disaster list
# - Buy binder!
# - Buy polly pockets for aforementioned binder
# - Don't forget to double, triple and quadruple check everything on this list!

Well I think that's everything!

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Cougar Town is made of absolute WIN! Courtney Cox Arquette is as per usual, a comedic genius!
And I ADORE the dude playing Travis <3 (Luke from S2 of Heroes)
Can't wait for tonight's episode!

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( OMG HEROES! (Obv. Spoilers) )

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I really need to stop making bad choices.
And stop being so bitter.

But it's really hard.
I should just let everyone else live their lives and not get involved.
It's getting to the point where I'm bringing everyone else down with my inability to be happy.

I don't honestly know how or when I turned into this person who's neither happy or sad.
Just apathetic.

(Or maybe I should just strike the 'A' from that last word and be done with it)

I slept in and missed my HPV injection yesterday.
I seriously fail at life!

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Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share

Day one - a song
Day two - a picture
Day three - a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four - a site
Day five - a youtube clip
Day six - a quote
Day seven - whatever tickles your fancy

( And on the fourth day she gave us a website . . .  )

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Sara Paxton Speaks Out About TBL Cancellation

There is no end to my adoration of this girl!
I love how she's not defending those bastards and just telling it how it is.
(Although she loses points for calling Dawn WhoreOstroff a "classy lady")
And she's totally right, The CW didn't give the show the promotion it deserved.
They never really had enough invested in it which I think is totally unfair.

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( Supernatural Season 5 Guest Star Squee/Spoilers )

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Did a minor icon clearout!
Went down from 105 to 90!

Then I found some icons I loved and went back up to 98!

Me thinks I need more icon space!

Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share

Day one - a song
Day two - a picture
Day three - a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four - a site
Day five - a youtube clip
Day six - a quote
Day seven - whatever tickles your fancy

( And on the third day she gave us a book . . .  )

It's very strange how you think everything is going okay then suddenly something pops up and hits you in the gut, knocking the wind out of you.

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Omg Merlin was so good!
Am now writing fic ferociously!

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The CW has cancelled The Beautiful Life after two fucking episodes!
Ugh I hate them with such a passion.
Once Supernatural, Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill ends, I hope it crashes and burns in a spectacular ball of fiery fail!

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Is anybody else absolutely scared stiff that the final few episodes of this season of Supernatural will consist of Michael!Dean vs. Lucifer!Sam?

Because I sure as hell am! (Using the word hell in reference to this storyline/show seems quite redundant now!)

( Cut for rambly thoughts and speculation )

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Everything was alright up until today. Now all I want to do is cry. Which writer was it that said love makes fools of us all? Cuz they got it damn right.

(I completely forgot about this D:!)

Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share

Day one - a song
Day two - a picture
Day three - a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four - a site
Day five - a youtube clip
Day six - a quote
Day seven - whatever tickles your fancy

( On the second day she gave us a picture . . .  )

WARNING: APPARENTLY ALL SUPERNATURAL S05E03 DOWNLOADS ARE OUT OF SYNC FOR A FEW MINUTES! DON'T WORRY IT FIXES ITSELF!


( I have to be up in ten minutes so a quick review of Supernatural S05E03 shall ensue! )

That's all for now folks!
I gotta go get ready!
Will expand on these thoughts when I get home!

Sharing is Caring: for one week, recommend/share

Day one - a song
Day two - a picture
Day three - a book/ebook/fanfic
Day four - a site
Day five - a youtube clip
Day six - a quote
Day seven - whatever tickles your fancy

( On the first day, she gave us a song . . .  )

A close friend's father passed away late this morning.
I've known this man all my life and he was very good friends with my parents.
I just feel numb.
I've never felt further away from God or my faith as I do today.
It's times like these that I miss Search.

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Julie McNiven is the latest Supernatural guest to be announced for Collectormania London

My immediate reaction to reading this on UberTwiter was to squeal, jump out of my chair and do a very dorky happy dance!
Causing my friend Niall to give me the weirdest look ever!

Heeeee! If it's possible, I am even more excited for this now! <3

I so wish Julie & Misha would have a double photoshoot but I'm told that doubles aren't usually done at these types of events.

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I also got a crewing email from Showmasters yesterday!
Inquiring if I wanted to crew for Collectormania: London.

And I'm in two minds whether or not to do it.


I'd like to crew the SUnday to get some experience but I've already bought my Early Admission tickets.
So I'm in a bit of a bind!
Need to make a decision!
Need t